What comes to mind if I ask you to think of your relationship with faith?
I used to think of faith as…
It felt like faith was something tightly bound to a white, pure image of the church. Only those within the church had the authority to define what faith was, and I wasn’t entitled to form my own understanding or relationship with it outside of their teachings. The way they presented it—or rather, drilled it into me—was tied to their interpretation of God. It seemed like the church and religion had a monopoly on faith, and I had to either accept their version as absolute truth or be labeled as someone who didn’t believe correctly. To me, that felt manipulative, almost like brainwashing or indoctrination.
This dynamic made me hesitant to engage with faith because it seemed completely controlled by the church. I didn’t hold a high opinion of the church, particularly the Catholic Church in my experience, though other denominations also left me disillusioned. It felt like faith could only be directed toward one thing: God. I can still hear the message in my mind, like a song—"Put all your Faith in God." That sentiment seemed to hand immense power to those claiming to speak for God. It created a dynamic where someone could demand belief without evidence and challenge you to “have more Faith in God” to further their agenda.
Looking back, I realize how much I avoided considering faith as I navigated the mysteries of life because I had reserved it exclusively for God and the church.
Now I see faith as…
I claim faith as my ally! I’ve embraced faith as something I can choose to embody and direct wherever I wish. It’s a sovereign concept, alive with its own spirit. Faith has become a presence I have a personal relationship with—one that reveals itself to me and continues to teach me what it truly is.
Indigenous wisdom teaches that everything has a spirit, and since embracing this perspective, so much has come to life for me. I see everything as alive because everything is energy. Energy carries its own characteristics and can be either active or dormant. Before, I wasn’t connecting to the spirit of faith, so it felt lifeless—a static idea, locked away in a book or a building.
Now, I see faith as something universal, present everywhere, and accessible to all. It feels vibrant and deeply personal, like a beloved companion I hold close.
What is your process before you can do anything?
How I used to think of this…
For years, I moved through life with little real reflection on my actions. I didn't give much thought to the deeper implications of what I was doing. Instead, I relied on external influences—what others were doing, what society expected, and what seemed "normal" in the moment. I saw examples of behavior, success, and routine, and I simply copied them, assuming they were the right path.
But over time, something shifted. I began to question this autopilot way of living. I started to wonder why I was doing the things I was doing—what were the driving forces behind my actions? What were the underlying motives? This shift was subtle at first but grew into a conscious effort to live intentionally. I began to recognize the importance of setting clear intentions and being fully aware of my choices.
Now, I don't make a move without considering Faith…
Seeing faith in this broader way brought me a sense of freedom and empowerment I never anticipated. It was like stepping into a whole new world. No longer did I feel restricted by the notion that faith was solely about religion or belief in God. Instead, I saw it as a foundation for every decision, action, and aspiration. Whether it’s faith in myself, a plan, or the people I care about, it has become a guiding force in my life.
Faith now feels as essential as breathing or moving—a fundamental tool for living. It’s there before anything else: before action, before decisions, before outcomes take shape. It’s the invisible force that underpins everything, propelling me forward. I never thought of it this way before, but now I see that faith has always been present, quietly guiding me.
This shift in understanding has profoundly changed the way I approach life. It’s given me the ability to trust the process, even when the end is unclear. Faith has become a wellspring of strength—something that grounds me and fuels my courage to move forward, even in the face of uncertainty.
Take a moment and think about where you put the attention of Faith to?
How I used to think of directing the energy of faith…
I used to see faith as the act of believing in a specific outcome—pouring all my energy into what I wanted to happen, visualizing the end result. My attention was fixed entirely on the destination, the imagined "end game." But through deepening my relations with faith, I discovered a deeper understanding. Instead of fixating on the outcome, I learned to engage with the energy of the process itself—focusing on what is useful and present in the moment. I realized I didn’t need to abandon something entirely just because parts of it were difficult or misaligned. Instead, I could separate, redirect, and transmute the energies, keeping what served me and letting go of the rest.
This shift in perspective also led me to rethink where I placed my faith. It wasn’t just about the result anymore—it was about trusting in the people contributing to that result. I began to see the value of investing faith not only in the outcome but also in those working to bring it to life. This approach fosters a shared sense of purpose and mutual trust that benefits everyone involved.
In the past, when I faced resistance or opposition, my instinct was to bypass those creating friction and focus solely on achieving the goal, treating their involvement as irrelevant. Now, I’ve come to appreciate the transformative power of placing faith in the people themselves. Trusting them strengthens the process and creates a foundation for collaboration and growth.
Now, I direct faith to people…
I recently had some work done on my van, and at first, my focus was entirely on the outcome—I placed all my faith in the idea that the project would be completed successfully. But then, I shifted my perspective and chose to put my faith in the people doing the work. I trusted their skills, efforts, and good intentions. It felt like trusting the surgeon's hands rather than just hoping for a successful surgery. By focusing on the process and the individuals involved, instead of fixating on the result, I discovered a deeper sense of peace and collaboration.
This mindset has changed how I approach situations. It’s no longer just about achieving a specific goal but about trusting the journey, the people, and the energy of the process. When you place faith in those doing the work, you invite a more fluid, cooperative energy—one that often leads to the best outcomes for everyone involved.
I share the definitions of faith for the next part of what I will share:
Dictionary
faith
/fāTH/
noun
1. complete trust or confidence in someone or something.
2. strong belief in God or in the doctrines of a religion, based on spiritual apprehension rather than proof.
One might argue that all of this could have been avoided simply by looking up the definition of faith, like the one I shared earlier. While there’s some truth to that, what carries even more weight is embodiment. Sure, I understood these concepts intellectually—ideas in the mind are more easily adjusted. But the old way of relating to faith had been deeply ingrained in me, drilled into my being, to the point where I needed to release it from my body for a new understanding to take root.
The teachings of the church shaped my embodied experience of faith more profoundly than my own thoughts ever could. Letting go of that old framework was essential to creating space for a new, more personal way of relating to Faith.
There are angels walking among us! I find myself in awe, pinching myself at the blessing of recognizing and knowing some of them. For those who resonate more with the language of quantum physics, consider this: there are primordial energies, the first ever created—pure, untainted templates of universal forces. I see angels as the living imprints or archetypes of these perfect energies, embodying their essence in the purest form.
These energies serve as a cosmic reminder, guiding us back "home" to the original vibration or state of being they represent. Whether you view them as celestial beings or as manifestations of foundational energy patterns, their presence calls us to reconnect with something timeless and profound. I offer this perspective as a bridge for those who might not subscribe to the traditional concept of angels.
For those who believe, the Angel of Faith was revealing herself to me and the world as I was uncovering these truths about Faith. It was a time of profound release—I was purging so much from my body and spirit. It was also a time of learning to trust myself, my purpose on Earth, and the belief that everything I was doing was part of something far greater than myself. She—the Angel of Faith—saw and felt this transformation. She witnessed me as I recognized her presence.
In that moment, she sent a gift—a song. It wasn’t just a dedication to me but to all of us, especially those feeling low or lost. Her message came through the song "By Your Side" by Sade, a reminder of her unwavering support and love.
Here’s one last little nugget I’d like to share: I’ve started to reframe the popular acronym WTF into something new—*What the Faith?* It feels uplifting, like a reminder to anchor myself in belief. It’s a subtle but powerful shift, raising the frequency of how I engage with the phrase.
I’ve also encouraged myself and others to replace hope with faith. To me, hope feels light, while faith feels solid and grounded—a stronger foundation. Consider this: I hope you get the job versus I have faith you will get the job. Feel the difference? It’s not just a word—it’s an energy. Embody it! I have faith that you will see a shift, once you do.
Love, Cacica Carlita, Worf, Chewbacca, and our plant friend Edgar
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